It is crazy how not being in high school anymore can completely change your opinion on someone
There is this kid I went to school with forever and honestly I couldn’t stand him in high school. He is your typical hick, partying Maine kid. He likes to drink, a little to much, and do drugs. In high school I thought he was the most annoying and obnoxious person, but now that I have started hanging out with him this summer my thoughts of him did a complete 360. He is so funny and so sweet.
I went camping with friends this weekend and he came along and last night we slept cuddled together. It was the sweetest thing I have ever experienced, he held my hand as I was falling asleep and rubbed my back until I was sleeping.
I can’t believe that he and I are having a “thing”. It is so completely random. If someone would have told me a month ago, hell a week ago, that this would be happening I would have checked to see if they had a fever and were becoming delerious.
This morning once I got home from camping I had a message from him on facebook. He was thanking me for a great night and saying he had a really good time. When I saw that message I started smiling so much, it was so weird, I really don’t know what I am supposed to think about this entire situation. So I’m not going to think about it, I am just going to let it happen.
This is going to be hard for me because I am such a gaurded and independent person, but after last night I really don’t feel like it would be a terrible thing to be in a relationship with someone, if that is what happens and if not then that is fine too. I don’t want to get too emotionally involved yet, I am going to take things very slow and maybe something really good can happen :)
I don’t know what is going to come of this but I am excited to see how it goes.
